Loss...

TW: Loss....if you are at all affected by miscarriages or the loss of babies, please know that this blog post may not be for you. *I'm going to try my best to keep this as simple and straight forward as possible. It may go all over the place and if it does, and seems like I'm rambling, I'm sorry. Hey Loves, I'm not even fully sure where to start on this. I feel like there are a million things going on and my mind is just a whole bunch of thoughts and there's no organization if that makes sense? I haven't been on here in MONTHS and honestly the reason for that is a mixture of not knowing what in the heck to write, and that I had gotten pregnant. Back in the beginning of the year Kyle and I decided that we were ready to complete our family with just one more baby and so the majority of my time and energy went into the anxiety that comes with that honestly. When I decided I want something I do a TON of research and all of my energy goes into that, I don’t...